talking about unconditional love..

I guess i'm IN LOVE with my life,

..Despite of..

challenges, heart breaking news, miseries and unwell body..

Nothing beats having hope in life to love even more and to serve even more..

Anyway, everything happens for a reason.. and the reason behind it is... (fill in the blanks)

I'm in love with myself, pushing myself to greater heights, loving ppl and accepting them for who they are and learning every minute from life.

pss.. I'm a lovin person who's in love with a person :)

state that i was in..

totally knocked off thinking of job hunting.. so drown in sorrows for not finding the right job.. not given the chance to prove myself..

quote to remind me..

"You chose what you perceive"

"Breakdown always leads to a breakthrough, it will make me stronger and hungry for more"

"Rock bottom is the place where I start rebuilding myself"

Thanks to a support from a source and the coaching sessions i have in the past :)

never stop smilin..

think twice..

You can do so much in life, do not blame it on fate, you know everyone can change their fate by just believing in themselves and to do their best. Nothing beats a person than giving up, not believing and not giving themselves a chance to try.

Yes, you have tried, tried, tried many times many months before you officially got off from university. Should you look into something else? Having a degree from your college (you know where) brings you everywhere. Isn't it recognized and well known to all industries? But people do ask.. What type of graduates are they producing? I fear most, the worst it came.

Being you, persevered, worked hard and determined to excel with every ounce of energy and every pint of soul that you have invested to get where you are today and let it be ripped off from you just because some people from your own institution just do not know how to behave themselves or dress up for an interview? NO ONE should sees a person as where he/she came from. DO NOT generalize the quality of the student based on just a group of person.

We, on behalf of other graduates, deserve so much more, we are innocent earthlings who did so much just to be where we are today and yet we are shrugged aside just because of the stereotypes portrayed by some other graduates from the same institution.

The institution provides equal opportunity to everyone to study, every one has the rights or chance to further their studies. It doesn't mean that, they have low requirement to enter. They maintain great standards and expectations from their students. I totally find this a crap- "people from this institution has no standards".

So what if you are from a university like this? Misunderstood of producing low class graduates? How does it feel like? I proved myself to be the best in everything i do, i have what it takes to be a first class person, being it attitude, academically or my being.

For those who thinks that my institution is a crap? Please do reflect own your thoughts.. cause what you see is a reflection of yourself.

adios!

hangin on by a thread

job hunting requires great stamina, discipline and perserverence.. been hunting for job since May.. in the month of my final exams and yet..
i do feel discouraged.. until i came across some quotes..

There is no telling how many miles you will have to run while chasing a dream.

The road to success is dotted with many tempting parking places

I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday.

With ordinary talent and extraordinary perseverance, all things are attainable. ~Thomas Foxwell Buxton

Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use. ~Earl Nightingale

do believe that, " I am the best i could be at that moment" shall try harder next time... so long :)

ambivalence..

thrown off balance.. neither she could tell what is happening to her and how is she feeling..

private speech

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting something different to happen..

insane believing things would change even she remains unchanged..

life is not about finding out who you are from within, but being the person you want to be..

time to start anew, putting things aside and learning to embrace what is to come..

bring it on, life!~

June 18, 2009 12.45am

overwhelmed by a sudden sense of despair.. reminds her of the incident she had in the morning while praying..
feeling unsettled as if things would happen..felt taken over by something persuading her to stop..
stopped. day went by and the feeling is back at the same place at home...
mind playing tricks? she hopes.. anticipate for a new day to come..